two days away from new year

i just came back from taiwan about one week ago. the one month holiday i spent in taiwan fly pass like a dream. it feels as if i have not been back to taiwan. and suddenly i have to deal with the emotions of home sick and getting used to living alone all over again. i am lucky to have many loved ones by my side in singapore. although they cant exactly replace my family, i am thankful for their love and concern. my holiday in taiwan has been a peaceful one. i sleep, eat, read comics and watch tv most of the time. now i am back in singapore. somehow i feel rather peaceful. far away from the stress and frustrations caused by exam and endless projects. as i was showering just now, a thought came into my mind. that is: i am very happy now. this is the happiest moment in my life. i guessed i am contented right now. there are many ups and downs in my life. too much for me to take. sometimes i wonder will i ever have a good life. coz i feel as if i will never have one. actually i kept all my sorrows and sadness in a little box and hide it in a corner of my heart where nobody will find it. i wonder if one day i can cry everything out. at least for now those emotions cannot hurt me, and i am happy. thank God for that. wish all my loved ones are safe and warm right now.